you make all my worries go away.
i love you more den more more.
i loove you morest.
you will forever be
My STiNKY BiG B00T-E! 

i had a fullfillingly pleasant spent weekend!  good times w/ my STiNKY ALLSTAR!

friday. HAH! schools helllllaaa fuun now! "i loove our relationship.." lunch time journey's. but some of the guys got ass hurt. LiNDS picked me up & we pulled up in missions parkin lot when kristen did. us ladies coming to support our EAGLE allstars! sadly we lost, again.. hate that, it makes the boys in nasty ass mood. surprisingly bEby wasn't!  went to his house so STiNKY BiGG BOOOTY could shower! smelly buuut. our lazy asses were supposed to watch H0USE0FWAX! but we we're knocked out from 9'till 2aM "we're like an old married couple.."  then bEby dropped me home. i got sick, so he gave me his blanket &at 1in tha morning his mom came in to give him a blanket. HOW FREAKiN CUTE iS THAT..  his daaadddy hella gave me a kiss on the forehead hello!  i<3feelinge like family. &his mama hella told shibata's mama "she's like family" when she introduced me! laying in his arms, hearing his heart beat next to mine.. MAN iT S0 WAS W0RTH MiSSiNG MY HUSBAND CHAD MiCHAEL MURRY! 

saturday. got up 'round 9ish, that's earlier than normal. got a good morning call from my gruMpy.. "i just called to say good morning.." why, he fills the emptiness in my soul. no one understands.. 5months was torture w/out him.. bummed around all day/afternoon. did laundry. should've did hw. anxiously waited 'till 7. bEby picked me up. hit up target. bought our mothers gifts for Mother's Day! rushed to Century to watch H0USE0FWAX! yeaaaah, i missed it yesterday, you think imma go another day
w/out seeing that beautiful, sexy, man of mine?! you must be crazy! meet up w/ LiNDS&RYAN and 
DEAN&KRiSTEN. &stefy, robby, kyle, shauna[sp?] HAHAHA. i think bEby was more scared then i was. i am in love w/ that movie. i want it when it comes out. EVERY0NE G0 CHECK 0UT MY HUSBY CHAD IN H0USE0FWAX. it's well worth yer money!  got some mCdeez. &he dropped me&roxey home. the night "you & me" became an "us" again..

sunday. HAPPY M0THER'S DAY ALL! woke up &made amends w/ my maam. gave her her gift & the beautiful card i made her. went to church. got taco bell. home. mama read her card & cried. so i cried. we cried together. i hope our communicational habits will cease. doin hw. hungry. bout to eat. bEby's gonna stop by later to pick up his sweater.  i miss my fatty.

CRAViNG! someone buy me:
- 0NE TREE HiLL SEAS0N 0NE DVD!
- D0VE CH0C0LATES
- new sunglasses
- new big baaag from oldnavy. crRis has a cute ass one!
- new spring attire: hollister
- pink mini ipod
- my laptop damnit
- sprint new pretty phone (red or green..) rebates up!

"i called you to tell you i missed you... &that you STiNK!" that fattass.

while my bEby's sleeping, imma be a productive ass. cuz i've been so lazy & non-productive. then bEby's gonna swing by.. DESPERATE H0USEWiVES tonight!

        since i met you i'm not the same,
       you bring lifee to everything i do. 
          juss the way you said hello..

    you captured something inside of me,
  you make ALL my dreams come true.
        you reached inside & touched me
                       eternally..

                 because of you,
                  my life has changed.
thank you for the loove & the joy you bring.
    because of you i feel no shame.
       i'll tell the world it's because of you.

can't love a ghost, used to

 say you took my breath 

  away, now your new 

  image blows me away..

  that's too bad.. 
    i loved who you were.

ever feel like your all can never be the best? yeah well, have you felt like it's come so far, that even those you love can never appreciate any little good deed you try & do for them. i stop & think about the months prior. back in september i never dreamed to be where i am now. &i knoe all of you are thinking about a certain individual, or maybe you think it's you.. but really, none of you know. &i hate that most of you think you do. but tho i am disgusted by the mentality that most of my peers have, it has brought me to a different high. i now know what i should waste in sighs and what matters most. those who hate, or love to bring me down, are those who don't mean SHIT to me. &it's so funny how many get kicks outta bringing misery unto other people's lives.. well those are the people who I PITY. & those are the people who I CALL PATHETIC, because those are the no-where's in life. so if you ever think you aren't to good enough.. think again.. because when if really comes down to it.. who you are iS ALWAYS ENOUGH. well atleast to some people.. right?

there is hella shit gettin to me right now. i hate how i have to kiss certain people's asses in order for me & that certain someone to get along.. all i want is awknowledgement from her.. but once again.. it is so much more complicated.. errrggh i hate it!

on such a better note, spring break has been awsome. i miss my awood mami's. but spent hella time w/ my RARE bebe's! cheeeeeld w/ Justin & the boys. i sware ash's house is my second home. seen more of my long lost friend mr. A'DiDDy.. lots of fun over break.. fill you guys in later..  but now i gotta face reality it starts w/ hw! & when i wake up tmrw.. all hell will break loose once again. the stress of all my classes & bitches who can't get over themselves.BUT i DO GET TO SEE MY STU STU!  i MiSS MY BEST FRiEND & i HAVEN'T SEEN HiM iN FOREVER CUZ I WAS CAUGHT UP iN ANOTHER WORLD. i HOPE HE iSN'T ANGRY W/ MEEE.. i LOOOOVEE  THAT BOY TOOOO MUCCCH! !  & to top in off my favoritest person in this whole wide world is picken me up from CLiNiCS tmrw! ARmand himself. yaaaayyy!  i needa good laugh right about now..

i l0ve jessie chii.   thanks, thanks & more thanks. i owes you giiirl. Y0U ARE S0 TALENTED!

hw loves, i WiLL update you losers later on the greatest break offa school ever..